I don’t know what’s going on with me lately. To reference fight club, I feel like Edward Norton right now in the fact that I’m at a really awkward time in my life. I’m so close to being done with high school and in 6 months I’ll be living in Atlanta with no one I know and I won’t have a car. I just don’t know what to do… I have so many feelings going on in my heart but my mind is telling me to put them all away so its easier to leave everyone. Some are current, some are long gone, I just can’t figure it out. Why can’t I be like everyone else and just go to UGA with all the people from Dacula and that way I would have a car and wouldn’t have to worry about being alone.

Ughh I hate thinking of these things. Plus the talks Dooey and I have all the time don’t help much with this. They almost confuse me more as to what I really want.